Saturday, August 28, 2010

Tear....

Where did summer go? Seriously? I remember waking up on the first day of break thinking, "What am I are we going to do today?" It was hard to imagine blank days, days with no where to go, no where to be and no decided lunch time. I must admit, it was a little overwhelming at first. I wanted to stimulate my daughter, teach her things, and provide her with social and educational opportunities, but my database of these outings were limited. After all, being a working mom and a stay at home mom are two totally different ball games. And this is where the mother's guilt sets in as I have a confession. I like my job and there is a very slight chance I may be looking forward to returning to work.



The more I think about it, the more I realize that I might just be looking forward to wearing my new first day outfit, catching up with colleagues, and feeling like I have somewhere to go. After all, I have a little girl that needs me to provide social and educational opportunities, and as much I would like to believe it, I am not superwoman.

1 comment:

  1. This is the great quandary of being a working mom. We all feel that way at some point. Remember...it's the QUALITY of the time not the QUANTITY of time that you spend with Ella. Every summer you will make beautiful memories together and that is a true gift!

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